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Name: Rob
Country: United States
State: Texas
Metro: Amarillo
Birthday: 11/18/1986
Gender: Male
Interests: Theater (what I'm looking at now as a major)Music, psychology (maybe another major in college), Law (eventually), and the natural sciences all interest me. I also love to read on my own time. I find that whenever the word "assignment" is tagged upon a book, I will never read it. I also play video games in spare time.
Expertise: hmm can we ever be an expert at something. To be an expert, one must have years of training and experience. At my age, I am merely a jack-of-all-trades, and a master of none. But I sure love jacking around...
Occupation: Student
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AIM:  Affliction3
MSN: ns_kalel@hotmail.com
Member Since:
12/18/2004
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| Ok, so here goes. From sunday, I didn't sleep until monday at around 2
am. That's a long time for someone like me who really likes to
sleep. I started out going to film a movie with a friend of
mine. His website is <www.submittotheriver.com> if
you guys want to check it out.
Later that night, I went to a friend's room watched The Wedding
Crashers. That ended around 3:30 am. I decided I needed a
skateboard, just for kicks. So I grab a couple of guys and head
on out to Wally world to see if I can't find a cheap piece of
crap. They were sold out. Both of them. I head
back to the dorms and finally get back to my room about 5:00 am.
I couldn't sleep.
I laid in bed for a long time but I didn't feel the least bit
tired. So eventually, I got dressed and went out running across
campus, jumping over benches and random other things, running up walls,
climbing buildings. Probably the most fun I've had since I was
ten, and did things like this all the time. I looked at my phone
and noticed that it was getting on early sunrise time. So I run
over to the parking garage, the one with the DPS offices in it, and
climb to the very top floor. I can't really get a good view of
the horizion from this building. So I ran over to the another
parking garage. I climbed to the room and then got into one of
the towers. I sat there for a time and began to think about
somethings. I started talking to myself about all the things I
had on my mind at the moment.
For your reading pleasure, here is what I could remember from that night.
Right, left, right, left
Right, left, right, left
Never ceasing in my mind
This sort of trap, might seem so kind
But waking hours of early morn
The incessant drone I’ve come to scorn
My mind is plagued by slow decay
The debts of past, I must repay
All I ask, no. All I wish
Is to have a moment full of bliss.
One happy time my life in which,
My heart is whole and needs no stitch.
I want to be miserable
Miserably in love
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| So last night, I had a good time. It started out pretty slow, but
soon things progressed. I ended up running around with a bunch of
sigma nu guys (frat for those that don't know), and having a really
good time. One of my really good friends is in this fraternity
and he's pretty sure I'm going to pledge. I know that if I do
pledge, that it would be with them, but I'm just not sure about the
whole time thing. I really don't know much else about them than
that they know how to have fun.
I'm just not sure about the whole thing. It's fun, I just don't know if it's for me.
Bah, I'll figure it out. I have to go now, the basketball game is calling me.
peace
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| I wrote this the other day when suddenly felt inspired to write a song,
but didn't know what to write about. I talked to a friend of mine
and took her advice to just write what I think about at
times. Things that I had been feeling. . . so here
is Fall
I wonder why we fight, helping our fellow man?
Sometimes I want to try to give that man a hand.
Other times all I do is turn and walk away.
I wonder how I can face another day
I sit with my guitar and think about it all
I wonder why some rise with other bound to fall
Fall into heavy burdens running deep with strife, running
deep with pain
Times getting harder, families try to have a little gain
just to get by
No help from any others but this man is my brother; I will
be by his side
So I try to lend a helping hand with all that I have, with
all that I am
Striving to live, pay check to paycheck
I wonder how he gets a long
Trying to be perfect for his little boys
Be a good father and give lots of toys
He would give the world to see them with joy
Something so pure, it has to endure
This life of struggles and pain
Into heavy burdens running deep with strife, running deep
with pain
Times will get much harder, families try to have a little
gain just to get by
No help from any others but this man is my brother; I will
be by his side
So I try to lend a helping hand with all that I have, with
all that I am
Cannot be taught, this will to carry on
You must have it or fall. . .
Something so precious has to ensure,
A fulfilling life to all those who see
These boys smile, what a good dad is he.
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| Getting ready to go back soon. I can't freaking wait. New
people to meet, old friends to hang out with. . what more could I
want. I WANT IT TO COME SOONER!
I have to start packing up my crap sometime. I've just been so busy doing nothing that it's hard.
I wrote a song today. I'll post the lyrics at the end of this, I'm pretty happy with it.
I built stairs with my dad today. It was really cool, I got to do
all the neat things that I did while at school working on sets for
theater. Dad was impressed that not only did I do everything, but
also that I knew what I was doing the whole time.
I got a new CD in the mail from my grandparents. Coheed &
Cambria : In Keeping the Secrets of Silent Earth: 3
These guys are amazing, both musically and lyricly (sp?).
I have like 17 empty cans on my desk from all the freaking carbonated
beverages I've had. I really need to quit drinking these
things.
My thoughts are really erratic tonight.
I think I'm done.... yeah, here's the song.
*DISCLAIMER* there is one bad word for those showing this to people who might disapprove.
Hey You
I’ve never met you, yet we still talk like old friends
I’ve never seen you, yet I know the curves of your face
We’ve never shaken hands, yet I know feel of your skin
I know someday that we will meet
I can’t wait to say... hello.
I’ve never seen you smile; yet I know it’s a good one
I’ve never heard you laugh, but you do it all the time
We’ve never shared a joke, but we’ve laughed at each other.
I know someday that we’ll meet
I can’t wait to say...
Hello darling, we’ve never met
I know that you and I could be friends.
Hello darling, pleasure to meet you, finally
Call me a fool dear, but I feel like I already know you
Hello... Hey you there,
It’s nice to see you again
Hello... How are you
doing?
It’s been so long, maybe forever,
Perhaps it always has been never?
Hello...
Who gives a fuck, about tomorrow?
We’ve said hello, so lets have fun today.
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| Skiing was awesome, but what's even more amazing is that I didn't break
anything even with all the really stupid things I did. In the
past I always used traditional skis, but this time I went for the short
snow blades (trick skis). Holy Crap! They were so much fun
I almost killed myself several times. Jumps at least ten feet
high from the launch point, landing on a downward slope to increase the
height were the norm. My cousins all snowboard, but my little
skis were more than able to keep up with all the crazy things they
did. In fact I landed more jumps than they attempted. w00t!
Not to brag or anything, but I rock. My back is still sore and my
legs refuse to move at times, but altogether it was an awesome trip.
In other news, I recieved my long awaited card from Amanda. She's more beautiful than my imagination could have conceived. | | |
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